Monday Memories: Discovering Jasper Watches Porn

Now, keep in mind when you're reading this memory that it occurred when we were very much ensconced in practicing our religion - a religion that promotes chastity before marriage and is vehemently opposed to all types of pornography.

I hadn't watched any porn in years and had never really watched much of it. I was under the impression that the same was true with Jasper.

This was about 5 years ago, so the details are a bit foggy. We were living in Brooklyn at the time. I had a job that required me to awake much earlier in the morning than he did, so I often went to bed several hours earlier than him.

One morning, I woke up and heard voices coming from the living room. It totally freaked me out! What the hell was going on? Jasper was sound asleep next to me, so I decided to go check it out.

I peeked my head around the corner (the livingroom was adjacent to the bedroom in our small 1-bedroom apt), and didn't see anyone, so I ventured out further.

Imagine my surprise when I realized Jasper had just left the computer/TV on and right there in front of me were two girls gettin' busy.

I was intrigued.
Ashamed.
Horrified

Pornography was wrong!
I couldn't believe Jasper was indulging in this.

And yet...

I wanted to watch more.

But...I was pressed for time.

I shut off the video.
And went off to carry on with my morning routine - putting this to the back of my mind.

I can't remember if I confronted Jasper before I headed off to work or waited until I got home. Regardless, he apologized profusely and said he wouldn't do it anymore.

I asked how long it had been going on. I can't remember his answer.

I was probably too preoccupied secretly wishing he'd offer to watch porn with me. I remember really, really wanting to but was conflicted by also thinking about how wrong it was.

Took another 4 years or so before we ever watched porn together.
And oh! my! god! was that ever HOT.

A memory for another time, perhaps. :-*