In May 2010 I mused on my direction. I was encourage to go back and read it having directed a recent correspondent to it.
There has been an evolution that I had not realised had taken place.
I have learned a lot.
The hurt my husband caused me has dulled. I have come closer to an understanding of my submission and how I need to express it.
I remain cautious but am no longer fearful of the words.
I am not afraid of 'submit' and 'owned'.
They feel natural to me now though I have never been owned and who knows if I will have that opportunity.
"The One" never was..lol.
I remain untouched by another man.
Uncontrolled by a Dom man.
I am still a coward when it comes to moving outside my relationship for this in the ever lovin' flesh.
I thought there had been no change in me, but reading my second post ever I now know there has been.
The world begins to open up to me. I am trusting more easily.
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| Daddy...Please :) |
I am a Daddy's girl, a princess whore and finally freed to follow my bliss (and such a drama queen :))
