So terribly long, chatting, getting to know each other,
playing online and on the phone,
but it's not right.
I haven't used my best judgement.
It feels wrong.
I am so eager, too eager.
So long waiting,
that makes me not using my best judgement.
I don't trust myself just now.
So why not dive in?
Because I want it to be right. Not perfection, just right.
I asked my hub again tonight. I asked him for his Domination, I asked him for his control.
He declined.
So I continue to look for a Dom man. I need a local man. The local man now, it feels wrong so I have to step away.
arrrrrrgh!
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| unknown artist |
